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Oct. 6th, 2011

blackbra Annie

In the end, everything is myth.

For the first time since I met him, I am beginning to really despise him. Jerk.

Malditos mitos.

Sep. 15th, 2011

blackbra Annie

¡Que literalmente viva México!

Cuán inútiles son mis palabras pero no puedo callarlas, tengo que sacarlas, tengo que gritarlas:

¡Viva México!
¡Que literalmente viva México!
¡Que nazca la democracia y reviva la vida!
¡Que reaparezcan todos nuestros pueblos fantasmas!
¡Que descansen en paz todos nuestros muertos!
¡Que resuciten todos nuestros sueños, derechos y privilegios!
¡Viva México!
¡Viva México!
¡Viva México!

Saludos,

Ana Laura Martell Morales.

Aug. 10th, 2011

blackbra Annie

Existential Insomniac

Christians believe we are God’s servants whose lives are destined to adore and please him; some radical Ancient Astronaut Theorists believe that we are ETs’ slaves who did the physical work of building the Egyptian and Mayan pyramids, or that were actually genetically created by aliens to serve as their own [literal] gold-diggers; mainstream scientists believe we evolved from a monkey. I sometimes believe we are just another species like the dinosaurs that more than likely will not survive a continuous series of catastrophic phenomena; sometimes I think reality is nothing but a dream, perhaps some else's dream from which he cannot wake up from; other times I happen to imagine we are some higher power entity’s daughter’s human Barbie and Ken toys (my apologies to Borges, chess is overrated).

Whoever created us and whatever our purpose on Earth is, I think I know we will never truly know. I think I am certain that everything is relative, only because we are unaware of Absolute Truth. We live to discover it, and most of the time, I think it is pathetic. Such hope for fantasy and denial to fail to recognize that we probably will never know. We probably could not handle such revelation.

So what is left for us to do? We are creative creatures for we create our own purpose in life. That is what I have done; however my intentions differ. I live for no one or nothing, not even myself; I live for the sake of living. I have to. Otherwise existential angst would suffocate the life out of me.

So I do a lot of pretending and have a long list of the things I “want” to do before I die and surround myself with the people who love me or at lease see some good in me. I tell myself I love and need them. I have to. Otherwise I would die existentially depressed.

This is what sometimes, even now, keeps me up at night.

 

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Aug. 5th, 2011

blackbra Annie

Testing Windows Live Writer

Let's see if this works.

Fingers crossed

Jul. 16th, 2011

cheers

He thought of me ...

.... how interesting.

Mar. 15th, 2011

cheers

where are you and what have you done???

You know, you are nothing like you used to be. We, the people that love you most, are concerned and disappointed. I don't know who you are anymore. You are drifting away, vanishing off the face of the Earth. I think of you and I feel like crying becauSe i can't help remembering what you meant to become. Your dreams were shattered; have you given up? Don't you feel down; how many times did you brought me back up? Have you forgotten how driven you really are? Escape the cave you live in, free yourself from you. What your "doing" is the easy pathetic way out, you're better than that. I believe in you, yes I still do. Show us what you're really made out of, become what you were.

I'm same old Annie still waiting for a breakthrough...

Oct. 12th, 2010

blackbra Annie

A ver...

...como me encuentras cuando vengas...


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Sep. 19th, 2010

blackbra Annie

La vida se divide en 4 partes: amar, sufrir, luchar y vencer

El que ama sufre, el que sufre lucha y el que lucha vence.

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Jul. 5th, 2010

annievara

Writer's Block: Mind reader

If you were given the choice to read one other person's thoughts, but only if they could read yours too, would you take it? If so, who would you choose, and why?

hoy se me antoja alguien y mucho. Pero creo que seria muy peligroso, como los pantanos.

Entonces me gustaria introducirme en el pensamiento de Borges. Aun batallo.

May. 8th, 2010

blackbra Annie

Writer's Block: Forget me not

What is your earliest vivid memory? Why do you think this memory stands out so much in your mind?

When I crashed my parent's black car at age two. Don't ask.

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